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There wasn’t that one moment when I felt instantly better, but slowly and surely I started to feel a bit more like me again. It’s like a Russian doll where it gets smaller and smaller but it’s still so hard.

I’m becoming more and more aware of the reality that she’s not here. After her death, I’d go to ring her and it would all come back to me. I would ring her six or seven times a day. But as soon as the clock struck 8pm and she was in bed, every emotion would come out of me. Maybe it’s a mum thing or maybe it’s from being in the Sugababes and being a performer.

I just knew I couldn’t show anything to her. I kept getting flashbacks of my mum throughout the day and I’d struggle to cope with them by evening.

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I’d find myself trying to watch TV and, without realising, two hours had gone by and I had no idea what I’d been watching. I’d go through the day with Amirah but once she was asleep, I’d shower, get my dinner ready and break down. Not being able to have simple human contact was hard to deal with. The early days of lockdown were hard.Īmelle candidly admits she doesn't know how she would have "coped" in lockdown without her daughter (Image: OK!) I couldn’t just pop over to my sister’s for a cuppa. It gave me structure but if she wasn’t around I don’t know how I would have coped. I have my daughter Amirah and I tried to plan days out and make sure she was having a good time and was none the wiser to what was going on in the world. You’re stripped of a lot of comfort and support. I lost my mother in late January and that was very tough, then we went into lockdown. The uncertainty and loneliness of Covid-19 were hard. How did you deal with your grief under such circumstances? You lost your mum in January and then had to cope with lockdown. Here, the star opens up about dealing with grief, meeting someone new and bouncing back from her lowest point. “I was told by the record company every single day not to smile! They told me I had to do what they said or I’d be out of the band. The band enjoyed chart success but she has publicly spoken of her feud with former bandmate Keisha Buchanan after the group split for good in 2011.Īlmost 15 years on, she tells OK! she can look back with fond memories but wishes she’d remained true to herself. You can sign up at the top of the page.Īmelle found fame in the Sugababes in 2006, replacing Mutya Buena. Get exclusive celebrity stories and fabulous photoshoots straight to your inbox with OK!'s daily newsletter. The Sugababes: Then and now - see how Mutya Buena, Keisha Buchanan and Heidi Range have changed.The Sugababes are back together as Mutya Buena shares picture with Keisha Buchanan and Siobhan Donaghy.Sugababes star Amelle Berrabah emotionally reveals her losing her mother and her divorce has affected her (Image: OK!) Read More Related Articles